An Update from Letters' Singer, on the Road in Texas by Carly Carioli If you really wanna know the difference between Letters to Cleo's debut, Aurora Gory Alice, and their new Wholesale Meats and Fish (both on CherryDisc/Giant), take a gander at the opening song titles from each - "Big Star" and 'Demon Rock." You'd never guess that the same producer, Boston's Mike Denneen, could have been involved with both. The first CD was thrown together in two weeks as a last-ditch attempt to keep the band from breaking up; for their new thunderous bubblegum shudder, they had two months and a freshly squeezed major-label budget; they were stoked on new-found possibilities for success. And they probably rocked a little harder knowing AC/DC were down the hall recording with Rick Rubin. And, yes, frontgirl Kay Hanley talked to AC/DC's Brian Johnson. Perhaps they discussed the finer points of dressing half your age. All Hanley's saying is, "it was amazing." Which doesn't explain why she insists her band are wusses. See, the last song on Meats and Fish (and one of only two that doesn't pack an ass-kicking wallop) is called "I Could Sleep (The Wuss Song)." But it's still less a wuss song than Weezer's 'The Sweater Song," a tune Letters played live on a whim just before those annoying Happy Days wanna-bes got real big. Anyway, back to why Letters to Cleo want their own spot in wussdom. "Because in essence, that's what we are," says Hanley, on tour in Texas. "But in a good way. Most of my favorite bands are, at heart, really faggy pop bands: Redd Kross, Gigolo Aunts, even the Figgs. When you get right down to the essence of what they do, it's this real melodic, beautiful, songwriting thing. "As opposed to the cock-rock thing that's so popular with the kids these days," she slyly adds. OK, so maybe they really are pop wusses, but on Wholesale Meats and Fish, they're wusses with cojones. And heart, Aurora Gory Alice had more melancholy, musically speaking, but even with all the fuzz-guns blazing, Meats and Fish occasionally stakes out a dark, captivating corner cluttered with naivete, betrayal, grief, and guilt. In particular, there's "St. Peter," which begins with a suffused, brooding moodiness and quickly ascends to a tense, shrill hysteria, Kay's voice tugging at the back of the melody until she rips it wide open, even though in the song she's still begging to be let in. 'St. Peter' is a sad one, and 'Pizza Cutter' is kind of a sad one even though it sounds really happy," says Hanley. "I had a friend that died of a drug overdose two years ago when we got back from a tour. She died and left behind a daughter. It was very sad. A couple of songs came out of that." So is she afraid to perform those songs? "No, it's kind of cathartic. Songwriting is a good cleansing tool, I think. I can get rid of all that crap. "I guess I'm kind of afraid because I really like this record. I feel like this is the best thing we've ever done, and I'm really proud of it," says Hanley. "I'm afraid of people criticizing it, and I've never really felt that way before. I mean, if people criticized Aurora, in the back of my mind I though that Aurora deserved to be criticized. "I've hated everything we've recorded [up until Meats and Fish]. I think it [Aurora was really good considering the resources we had available to us. And let me clarify, I still really enjoy playing pretty much every single song that's on that record, but just the way it sounds - when we made it, it was not really destined to do what it did. Had it remained an independent release, stayed local,or stayed small, that's one thing. But we're talking this thing has sold over 130,000 copies. To me, that's weird." But the decision to make Aurora (originally released by Boston's CherryDisc) their major-label debut was made by the band, right? "When we were talking to various labels, it was a prerequisite that they be willing to pick up Aurora and help CherryDisc. SO we sort of made it happen, in a sense. All of the decisions we've made, we've made them. So come hell or high water, we sort of have to stick by the results. Like the Melrose Place thing. We asked to do that, and lo and behold.... .she laughs. Lo and behold, they're poised at the put-up-or-shut-up crossroads, where the hype at their backs could just as easily plow them into the ground as thrust them into MTV heavy rotation. There are no plans for a Melrose Place (where "Here and Now" got its push) follow-up, or even the benefit of first building up hometown momentum as they did with Aurora's "I See," the CD's first single, which got extensive local radio play. The video for Awake" is primed and ready ("I'm wearing fake eyelashes again, and then we have this story line involving a sleepwalker," says Hanley). They're on the road with Ned's Atomic Dustbin and Sponge ("They're really nice guys, and they put the asses in the seats"), and recently played New Orleans ("the first time I've been to New Orleans that I haven't been tripping on acid"). But maybe Demon Rock an a Cajun trip are all they need right now.